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可豆天使落落 2008-5-1 11:20

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[color=deepskyblue]三日昨晚打了个电话给我。[/color]^(iB0K,WR
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[color=deepskyblue]只是问我是不是今天上柳州。[/color]K0lN R!}
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[color=deepskyblue]我说是的。[/color] B&m*p[w_
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ZA ~NNq(?S [color=deepskyblue]她让我帮她带回一条背带裤。[/color]
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[color=deepskyblue]我答应了。[/color]
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[color=deepskyblue]我不知道我这么写,是什么目的。[/color]*J$rS1M!yI e&k
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[color=deepskyblue]最近一直在听所有的奥斯卡金曲。[/color]7Mb ky l E
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d5A"{,K1tq [color=deepskyblue]那才是真正不停息的乐章。[/color]
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?{(mz(`4y-Ls)r} [color=deepskyblue]当我得知他们在一起的时候,我把她删了。[/color]S-`M+Ir/|a
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[color=deepskyblue]我想,我无法忍受看着别人幸福。[/color].[/yi{%ge+Rg|(i
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[color=deepskyblue]不止一次看到他们一模一样的资料。[/color](R1A@g*E1~$b`
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[color=deepskyblue]她很听他的话,是他想要的那种类型吧。[/color]1MU!s*lYSxeY,T
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dES1B+Y [color=deepskyblue]妇唱夫随。[/color]
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_*v-X a [(?b(J [color=deepskyblue]他的资料怎样,她就改成什么样。[/color]
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[color=deepskyblue]我曾痛苦的跟李小颠说起这情况。[/color]'c$c]2g$GLd Z"F
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`-aVcD`F [color=deepskyblue]她笑我:“你妈,你傻啊,资料不能代表什么滴。”[/color]
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[color=deepskyblue]我总是不能回答她们的安慰。[/color]
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:J?v,m(o0Y:Qc [color=deepskyblue]因为我想,资料代表一切。[/color]1cjxT nAP'f
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[color=deepskyblue]他又改资料了。[/color]
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[color=deepskyblue]她也改了。[/color](Oi$S o"w3q9Q
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lO,O u$F:T [color=deepskyblue]我总是忍不住去看。[/color]Kw)y3{.M A;N2\Wr+R/il
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*^E'p;Ptv:e [color=deepskyblue]我觉得我很变态,心理变态。[/color]
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w-@jvQ| e [color=deepskyblue]奶奶的。[/color]
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[color=deepskyblue]小颠拉过思思,说一些什么事,不让我听。[/color]
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[color=deepskyblue]但我还是凑了过去。[/color]
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5EirK"d cK ^$\d [color=deepskyblue]小颠推我走,我说:“干嘛不让我懂。”[/color]
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[color=deepskyblue]她说:“不好的。”[/color]
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G'C4m8X#}-R6\K [color=deepskyblue]我猜到了。[/color]z9G}:p'd/@
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[color=deepskyblue]是关于他们俩的。[/color]
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GO }%l7p'Z&e [color=deepskyblue]我说:“我都讲已经不喜欢他了咯。”[/color]+^)s-T"rp"_
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5H3j?cOg[1X{1|W(H [color=deepskyblue]小颠没理我,和思思说着,于是我也听着。[/color]Ygx/D}*z
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d hu%?|%YS-D,^v [color=deepskyblue]“前面,骚B站在我们班门口,讲要借黑板报那本,陈海贵就过来,讲‘没借了咯’,我操,语气温柔卵跌。骚B讲‘哎呀,借就借了列’,陈海贵那种语气算柔了。”[/color]
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,YZ3?1f1N`y*~Q.X [color=deepskyblue]我笑笑,说:“你妈你,小颠,干嘛喊人家做骚B,你缺德。”[/color]
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N@u*D#Hp ? [color=deepskyblue]“伤心咩。?炮M。?”[/color]GQb4E eJ
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[color=deepskyblue]我依旧如此爽朗的语气,小颠和思思没说什么。[/color]
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[color=deepskyblue]确实,我能有什么伤心的。[/color]
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[color=deepskyblue]她是他女朋友,不管怎样,我都必须接受现实啊。[/color]8L(~z\!]W;IJ-t
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[color=deepskyblue]其实,这也不是第一次听到他们幸福的见证。[/color]
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[color=deepskyblue]偶尔,星期一集队时,听到“啊贵,你拐又得领流动红旗了哦。”(我们这里称女朋友做‘拐’,方言)[/color])v[+V6etJ^
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&Ja,TIGa1mV [color=deepskyblue]我无法否认,是难受的。[/color]w(D z{sA
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#A|Z ? a3F,b [color=deepskyblue]上个星期六,还是和小海聊QQ。[/color]
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X8yh5~%eG` | [color=deepskyblue]“星期5我本来想跟LFY讲。我们快结束了。 星期6我又重新那个了。”[/color]
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[i0DXSG+H [color=deepskyblue]“你想太多僚。”[/color]
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3x5G!B5O5})y6y [color=deepskyblue]“我是奇怪的。”[/color]8A'M'D1sXw e0_L&hdr
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[color=deepskyblue]何必跟我说这些呢,我又能做些什么呢,为什么总这样给我希望呢。[/color]
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S+d-Sa+vt'Q [color=deepskyblue]我知道我没有机会,是因为我问过。[/color]
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p Ve7N6T h^y [color=deepskyblue]那次,我又去了他家,我不想说目的。[/color]
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[color=deepskyblue]我哭了,第一次哭给他看。[/color] X[F?)Z1j h l
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h9} o-O5?k [color=deepskyblue]他只是问我哭什么。于是之后就不说话,搂着我,想吻我,我躲开。[/color]
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Ye.F.A d7L9sk [color=deepskyblue]我真的很想说,别亲我,已经够对不起你老婆了的。[/color]
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[color=deepskyblue]但始终说不出口,我真的害怕他会拒绝我再来。[/color]n`a3u;{aN'` a+J
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[color=deepskyblue]回家的时候。[/color]
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fYQKb-VR [color=deepskyblue]我鼓起勇气问他,“那你还喜欢我不拉。?!”[/color]
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[color=deepskyblue]他说:“我也不知道怎么说那种感觉,只是不想失去你。”[/color]
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u%[\u8\ V7I [color=deepskyblue]“那如果我改呢。?”[/color]+M6Hp#R _
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dq&[5S2y [color=deepskyblue]“哎热,就是不跟男的玩了。”[/color]
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[color=deepskyblue]“呵呵,”[/color]!FW$v7m!Yd-Kd mS6X
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[color=deepskyblue]“你讲啊。!!”[/color]
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[color=deepskyblue]“你要我怎么讲,讲什么。”[/color]-h%yfp$t6@Q
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[color=deepskyblue]“。。。。。。。”[/color]!H)e? N-u2atI._i
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[color=deepskyblue]“你看你看,讲讲她又赖哭了啵。”[/color]!R1Z f| t;y3l+Sm
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y~'lD_0aU [color=deepskyblue]“现在,我跟她在一起,早上我们克跑步,那种感觉,没懂嫩子讲。”[/color]H6\/{9FO&qG
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J,}$X&hb+xG:V [color=deepskyblue]“恩,好。”[/color]%R @d-B];h
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[color=deepskyblue]“恩,好。我先回家了列。”[/color]
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!nX;Jj%m [color=deepskyblue]“恩,路上小心。”[/color]
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-_|V-st-n)b [color=deepskyblue]“- -小心你妈,你以为晚上嘛。拜拜。”[/color]lK6`BwS;Am
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[color=deepskyblue]我一摔门,冲下了楼。[/color])Z&o:Pjab!O']
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#]^ uQ W*flM"w,m [color=deepskyblue]祝你们幸福,祝你们幸福,我应该祝他们幸福的,应该的。我安慰自己。[/color]@4O b!V&Z9UCm f
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[color=deepskyblue]但是,悲伤不是物体,它不受我掌控的。[/color];u)o5EdJ\
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[color=deepskyblue]写到现在,他的Q还没亮。[/color]
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(u ]@ }8g&N [color=deepskyblue]在睡觉吧,梦中会有我吗。?[/color][j pBFM!Q+K
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[color=deepskyblue]不会有的吧。[/color]
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y?p_4g9Sw [color=deepskyblue]是的,准备上柳州。[/color]
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RX5C1O;p t8mwV [color=deepskyblue]2:00就走。[/color]
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#M,a8l xF2ihBt.k [color=deepskyblue]小海,我很希望你心里有我。[/color]9e1oPq!kzj~0t
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9jL"r,J8{0bdJ*ETh [color=deepskyblue]至少有些分量。[/color]O[+lpGahI1t#In
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V'im V'f8a(@:r1v(w [color=deepskyblue]我很歹毒的希望。[/color]
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可豆天使落落 2008-5-1 11:25

不止一次地发现,
:N[:Y9z`'X&N 我很猥琐。
p3C ik-Yv"W%y[\ 也很蠢,蠢到他说什么,我都会信。
m5B"`j2Z 尽管我知道,我们不可能死灰复燃。G!v)|9K-Z}TK
但是心里就是不愿意去接受。x&]0u7X(pqdl
我很相信星座这种东西。 X(HwnV0Ll
那么,我们同是双鱼座,我懂他的,到底又有多少呢。
I d ZiU(~O)V 是的,我的神经质,或许真的和我的星座有关。N(xO M/xkYV
但是,又很矛盾的想,星座或许也是根据调查才得出的结论啊,所以说,这是两码事。+c]uq"]j K
可最后还是相信星座。/i)iv3xr)l u+VV
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啊啊啊 。_5TnfpRb(?9a Wi
傻B的我。

w30li 2008-5-1 14:37

恋爱真的会叫人头疼!

記♂憶 2008-5-22 18:18

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